can you really just delete something from your life ?

they say people change, buh photos always stay the same .

buh what if you were to burn photos or delete them ?

does the memory simply delete with it ?

since we have no constant reminder, eating away at us whenever we glance upon it.

is it really that easy to delete a memory from your life ?

of course some memories last a lifetime - some .

what about the ones we need a reminder of, if we dont want to remember it, do we just delete it off our computer or take it off our fridge and throw it away .

is that.. right ? or is that just an easy way to cheat - to cheat life - an ourselves .

by trying to control your own memory

" we dont have the power, buh we never say never " - forever young .

" bitch immah pick the world up and immah drop it on your fucking head . " - drop the world

" so many adventures couldnt happen today,

so many songs we forgot to play,

so many dreams swimming out in the blue " - forever young .

" dying only hurts the first time " - ellen .

do you really want to live forever ?

one day, a thousand years .

forever never dies, insanity is eternity; corruption ?

is forever even a result ?

the lessons, discoveries, flames, flames, flames !

burn baby burn .

take your scissors from your wrists and scar the earth instead .

what can live forever ?

and what would want to ?

" i know one fact, i'll be one tough act to follow, one tough act to follow, i'll be one tough act to follow " - beautiful .

im just greatful that im not lost, stuck or troubled in what is thought to be a never ending maze, an enigma of my imagination .

luckily, i've already mapped out where to go from here .

if theres one thing i've learnt from school, its to always be prepared .

" its better to have tried and failed, than to not have tried at all " - unknown writer .

it would be so much easier if i didn't know we would be perfect together .

true love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends .

i got hurt once upon a time, quite tragically .

after that i bid farewell to the hurt and the pain, and most importantly,

i put my feelings in a shiny glass bottle and threw them overboard .

what i didn't know was how quickly my body could restore what was once lost .

he rocked the boat, one like the so-called 'titanic'

the unsinkable kind,

buh in the end the boat crashed into something so cold and hard,

and what was once unsinkable... sunk .

and now i stand tall to say that i'm one of the insane, crazy, uncontrollable, unpredictable enigmas that survived the journey... barely .

" there was only two things she loved in life,

her long brown hair,

and how quickly she could cut it off without feeling a thing "

- 5OO days of summer .

no matter how burnt, singed, bloody, cold, stale, rotten, beaten or tortured my heart is,

i'll be the only one left with a heart in the end .

i slept with someone from fall out boy and all i got was this stupid song written about me .

PROGRESS REPORT:

I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATH .

" i dont know where hell ends and heaven starts ? " - unknown .

i dont know what i want... actually i do, and its not this .

what would hurt more ? saying something & then wishing you hadn't, or saying nothing and wishing you had ?

" she lives in a fairytale, somewhere too far for us to find . " - brick by boring brick .

i need to feel something . something atrocious, contrived and contravened .