sitting here staring blankly at my computer screen, thinking again, joy . why is facebook so temptingly addictive ? just another distractive social networking site to add to the list .
is it normal, to perhaps, feel too much ? your cognition constantly and exceedingly bombarded with why, how and whats ? its impossible to block out these negative thoughts, because they only reappear... & ten times worse just because you're suddenly attacked with the thought that life is so completely fucking shit that you've had to try everything to stop, distract and block your own destructive thoughts .
if only there was a real distraction, i used to have one . i never thought like this, because they took away my reasons to . i used to say:
" being happy doesnt mean everythings perfect, it means you've learnt to look past the imperfections . "
appearing happy is easy, its the insides that count .
should people ever really give up on something they know can truly make them happy ?
i think the key to happiness is not what makes you happiest all the time, buh what can make you cry your eyes out & still make you smile brighter than ever at the end of the day .
something that makes you happy all the time wont last, and when it vanishes, you will have nothing left buh cold, thin air to turn to .
buh it must really take something quite talented to be able to make you smile unconditionally after they've given you every reason not to .
& what could make you happier than having the same person who knocked you down, give enough of a fuck about you to come back and build you right back up higher than before ?
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