why do we like to hurt so much ?

i regret thinking i still mean something to you, because obviously i don't, i mean as much to you as a five cent coin dropped on the ground, something with somewhat value, buh walked on without any notice or care in the world . do i even mean that much ? because some people take notice of those neglected, shiny, silver circles found dumped on the sidewalks or next to overflowing trashcans, and they take that five cents, and they use it to buy something of value, because perhaps all along they were five cents short and that useless, unnoticed, cold, hard, shiny scrap of metal was all they needed, right in front of them, all they needed to do was follow the right path and take the right amount of steps .